Why Poem by merry(merrypens) virgo

why do I hate,
the thought of you of another girl?
Why do I get hurt,
when you don't fulfill your promises?
Why do I get excited,
about chance encounters?
Why do I missed,
your laughter's and your frowns?
Why do I depend on you,
for encouragement, for understanding,
and for all illusions of securities?
Why do I trust you,
with of my grim secrets, of my wildest fantasies,
of my embarrassing experiences, of my morbid insecurities,
and of my faint longings?
Why do I believed in your ideas,
in your convictions, and in your abilities?
Why do I hope,
that our friendships will last in spite?
Why do I think, feel, and behaved this way about you?
Why?
oh why?
Why do I not know the answers,
to my crazy WHY'S?
-Merrypens-