Where Do I Go From Here? Poem by Ricky Lewis

Walk to the sun, my friend
For it shall never set on your side
And never bow your head
As the star will warm you inside
Walk to the black
Pitching and cold, forgotten love
Opportunity lost and is to
Never grant heaven above
Stars, gleaming and defined
Alone and lost, depraved and in tears I
Fall to my knees and say my final goodbye
To the last question I’d ask why

Here I am
The apex of time, crux of my last moments
A dying breath lying below a concrete grave
Mark with my own name
Filling the fear,
Shedding my tear
Where do I go from here?
Where do I start all over again?

My journey is long, my heartless shell
Where can I find where I began my hell?
Arsenic kiss, any love now is dead
Who can understand the thoughts in my head?
Spinning like a top, emotions cutting deep
It’s been forever since I’ve heard my own heartbeat
Deadly reaper, drawing so near
Illusions of a newfound dream
Just another world of death I get to conceive.

Here I am
The apex of time, crux of my last moments
A dying breath lying below a concrete grave
Mark with my own name
Filling the fear,
Shedding my tear
Where do I go from here?
Where do I start all over again?