When Your Not Here Poem by The runner who hides

I’m not myself today
Lost like the bird in the tree
I see when I look out my window
Confused like the boy down the street

I look around hopeing to find you
Even though I know your not there

I want to know where you are
But I’m scared of the answer
I want to call your house to ask
But I don’t want to hear your not there

I don’t want you to go
I want to hold your hand
When we walk the halls
Hug you and kiss you all day long
Feel your warmth when were close

I don’t want to go to class because I don’t want to look at your empty seat
I hate feeling this way
Lonely and sad
It sucks and it’s not fair
I don’t want to lose you like I lost so many before you.