When We Lost Someone Near To Us, Our Desires Poem by Arpita Kothari

I want to see you
But it’s a desire, only a desire
I want to talk you my dear,
But it’s a desire only a desire.
I want you to disturb me,
But it’s a desire only a desire.
I want to feel you near me
But its not possible now.
God has taken all my rights.
I want to see you playing & cycling before me,
And when you fall I want to pick u up
I want to give you my hands of help
When your heart cries and you weep how god how?
Can anybody tell me how can I complete my desires
Can anyone bring my dear again before me for a moment?
Well! what can be done in a moment.
Just we can feel, or can see him and just can hear his words which would end in a moment
Can a moment make me to laugh? ? ? ?
No, but it will make me to feel that this is the last time I am watching, talking with my dear.
Why god why? Why! You just take the one without any indication.
Can’t you tell us in our dreams that what we are talking to him is the last,
At least we can touch and feel him,
At least we can know his last desire and can make his desire to be fulfilled.
God how you can be so heartless
Why don’t you feel that he is yours?
Really its true that one feels importance of other when we lost him.
Well! You have not lost anything god,
You are till now prayed by everyone.
Everyone is praying you even now for the benefit of his soul.
But you are even heartless now
You can’t fulfill anyone’s desire
Because you are heartless, because you are heartless.