Whats Happening Poem by lakiaya thompson

I cant believe you
how you can just lie with so much ease
as if your really fooling me
but what kills me is that you dont care
you say you love me
but everything you do hurts worse and worse
if i would have known love would be like this
i would have never allowed myself to go this far
this is way more than i bargained for
your lies kill me
your decieving ways pierce my heart
why must you put me through so much pain
i never woould have thought things would end
up like this...whatis wrong with you
you dont even seem the same
or were you just saying all those things beacuse you were in a vulnerable position
but now dont you see
you have me in a awkward position
im tired of thinking about you day and night
im loosing sleep..but most of all im loosing you
and i dont want that to be
so please tell me how you feel
and im praying you keep it real
dont lie, because you think its going to make me feel better
tell me the truth
because you say you love me