What Is This Called? Poem by Tyler Casady

What is this called...?
when everything around you appears fastforwarding yet your motionless?

What is this called...?
when your room's dark and yet your laying lifelessly gazing at the tinted ceiling?

What is this called...?
when your chest feels like its been hollowed out and there is no sign of a pulse?

What is this called..?
when all the memories of her makes you think the same thing time after time 'why? '

What is this called..?
When your stomache is heavy and all that is in it is bile?

I really dont care to know what this is called..

i just want it to stop..