What If? Poem by rachel reed

what if she was still alive?
would i still hurt for the past?
or would i love her more?
i hope i would treat her right.

what if we never broke up?
would i wish we never got together?
or would i fall in love?
i hope things would work out.

what if we stayed friends?
would we hate each other?
or would i still love him?
i hope we will always stay friends.

what if i killed myself?
would i wish i was still alive?
or be glad i'm dead?
i hope i would be happy.

what if life never hurt?
would we all be happy?
or would some of us be bored?
i hope that pain will stop.