Welcome Poem by Laura arwen

I can not
wait to finish
this damn job
to spend some
time in peace
and recover the
energy
For my experience
it's better if
I'm locked up
in the house
so as not
to combine damage
I would love
to cry but
I can not
because I have
to be strong
For me it
is a real
catastrophe not being
able to be
free and alone
For me it
is fundamental to
have the house
as a shelter
I can not
be bad with
people and maybe
I should learn
the wickedness
I fins a
sense of peace
in isolated houses
I should find
another diversion for
my heavy mind
Maybe I deserve
extreme isolation
It's easy for
me not to
have plans and
strategies for my
future
I believe that
news destroys me
I feel comfortable
only with my
imagination
Often I think
to be in
danger
Sometimes I'm proud
to be alone