Weak N O'Bleak Poem by krissi b'williams

i wish and pray
for just 1 moment
that you could feel this and i could say
'hurts now dont it '?
i wish
for 1 minute
you'd actually be able to trace
all of this
face to face
yes, i am pointing to my chest
and i am talking about my heart
by gestures and words unspoken
the vital organ youve now broken
that caused this** unmissed
EXPLOSION
that tore my insides
and blew them apart

wish you could see, all the blood
due to the break-ups, and ending love
wish you could feel all this
the broken heart, as pain attacks
the battle wounds, scars and cracks
to see, every beat
makes it bleed, deep, inside the chest of me
it would take you aback, and make you gasp
to feel those deep cracks..........
and all its blood rushing and gushing
out fast

see my face, whiten, due to the pain
see the life in your eyes
unbrighten and drain
as you feel the beats, the unsteady pace
weak, almost o'bleak
like my heart
will soon decease n die
from being broken apart
really seeing/feeling the flesh wounds and the scars
that cut down deep
into the depths of this organ
thats tattered and tore and
in pain, in ruins
all due to your doing