'We Will Always Be Friend Until Death Do Us Apart' Poem by ryuu age

until one day,
the day she's gone from my sight.
we used to held each other hands,
we used to sing our song,
we used to cry and laugh together,
we used to be in our tiny little world,
world that consist just us.
time is moving and you're changing,
one day you left me behind,
you let go of my hand,
and went with your new one,
i waited for you,
to come and say 'let's held each other hands again',
but it is a fantasy i created.
i went to see you,
but you shut me off.
i spent nights crying,
but you seems to don't even notice.
until that day,
you came and cried,
for what your friends have done,
i turned and went off,
for fear of having to cry.
crash sound coming from my back,
you were laying,
i wasn't turning,
i just stood there,
i looked down,
and blood was coming to my feet,
i was shivering.
i ran back and wash my shoes with tears dropping fast,
that night i remembered something you said
when we were kids,
'we will always be friend until death do us apart'
my eyes are closely shut,
for the fear of the fact that we're apart now.