Was Cutting Really Worth It? Poem by Selena Star

Sittin on the floor
In the bathroom, again
Wondering...
'Is it even worth it'
I look down at my arm
Theres blood draining from my wrist
Its comming out like a waterfall
I have to crawl to the sink
Beacuse im too weak to stand
I rinse off my wrist,
And get a towel to stop the bleeding
The towel doesnt work
So i turn on the faucet to the tub
'This is it',
I think to myself
'Im tired of living day, after day,
Just WAITING to die! '
So i reach for the razor,
And get in the tub
'Now they cant say,
That i get in their way! '
*SLICE*
Rite in my throat
All you see is my body
Slouch down in the water
The faucet is still on...
So ovcourse my parents knew somethin was wrong
Especially when the water...
Drained all the way to the kitchen
They opened the bathroom door
To find me dead
In a pool of blood and water
Now i sit here in hell
Wondering
'Was it all worth it? '
I couldve been at home...
Or in church
Gettin re-born,
Being saved,
And a long way down the road of recovery,
I wouldve reached heaven,
But i was impatient,
So now im stuck in hell,
For eternity!
So i want you to ask yourself
'Is cutting really worth it? '
Well, if you think living a life in hell
Is good
Then go ahead,
Cut yourself
But why live a life in hell
When you could be
With the father of all fathers?
You could be 'daddy's little gurl/boi'
He can provide you
With everything you want
But just ask yourself
'Is cutting really worth it? '