Upset Poem by Eman Awad

I'm so upset with you but what you know?
i don't cross your mind unless you're talking to me.
It hurts more every time but i don't let it show,
enough of what you already knew about the real me.
I'm so upset of the fact that it hurts,
i'm upset because we're not together at all.
And i'm upset because i linger all your words,
i'm so upset of the fact that you never call.

I'm so upset that you fell in love,
after we said goodbye with just a week.
I'm so upset that i've had enough,
and that i'm the one who's hurt, who's weak.
I'm so upset that i see it in your eyes,
more of hope every day and more of pain.
I'm upset believing in all your lies,
i'm so upset that your love still remains.

And what can i do but to smile and go on,
the pretend helps me to seek any hope in the day.
I know that one day i won't be alone,
i'm waiting and despairdly, i kneel and i pray.
Still, i wait by my phone,
and i'm so sad and upset that you didn't call.
I know i've lost that dream and that home,
and through this i'm so upset that i never hated you,
not even close,
and not for a little time,
and not at all...