Untitled Once Again Poem by Toynia Edmond

To want companionship; someone to kiss, call, hug, cherish.
Someone to lean on when I'm weak.
Someone who strengthens me.

The heartache; to want love, but
none of the pain that goes along with finding it.

To be confused; to want someone
but to push them away. To want to be alone,
to not want to be alone.

To finally let go, and fall for the
gentlemen ways, sweet nothings, and bullshit
To be broken hearted hearted once again.

To want to be happy alone
and without love.
To know that will never happen.

To have dreams, that are vivid illusions of the imagination
never truelly meant to come true.
Thats what love is to me a vivid mirage,
not really there or meant to come true.