Untitled 1 Poem by Zog Gascoigne

This is all i ever wanted for you so why cant i say goodbye?
All i ever wanted for you and yet i can't let this die.
Life without you wouldnt be ghastly, just different, empty.
How have we fucked eachother up so much?
we used to be so close, so so close.

You say i don't know you anymore, i can beleive that, dont even know myself.
How have things got this bad? How do we get back to where we started?
Guess we can't, too much damage done, too much lost.
And yet, i can't say goodbye, cant let this die.

I love you, always will.
I only ever wanted you to be happy, now you are.
Guess i'll have to live with the fact it isnt me who made you happy.
Whatever happens know that i love you and will always care, guess that wasnt enough.