Zog Gascoigne

If he wins the war someday,
Then my body he will slay,
Give my mother my soul to take,
Nevermore shall i wake.
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If for everyone that ever died
Their closest loved ones committed suicide.
There wouldn’t be anymore deaths by natural causes
Or anymore life ending thefts.
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miss the way things used to be,
With you and me.
The way we talked,
The way we laughed,
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im laying here
on hard cold stone
laying here where they left me
and im all alone
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just one more day,
so we can say,
what we never could.
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It hurts to let him go,
But now at least we know,
That he's safe and free from pain,
And someday we will see him again,
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That must have been on hell of a ride,
One hell of a thrill,
The final ride of your life,
That final spill.
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There's rain on my windowsill and there's rain in my heart,
And all you can do is ask when did it start?
I don't need questions and I don't need grief,
All I want is some bloody relief!
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How can I miss someone I never knew?
How can I speak about something I would never do?
How can I dream about something that isn’t my dream?
How can I hear you if you don’t scream?
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Here we go again,
Welcome to the Dragon's Den,
I'm lying on the floor,
As he staggers in the door,
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You all think im doing OK,
But i just act that way,
You all think I'm happy,
But inside i feel so crappy.
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It was two years today,
That three of our best,
That three lil lads passed away,
Now it’s for them that we live each day.
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Staring at the sky,
Wondering why you lil one had to die,
What ever happened?
What went wrong?
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Follow me thy wounded soldier,
Body growing ever colder,
Down into Satin's pit,
For heinous crimes you did commit.
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Everyone thinks it's a joke,
'Oh yeah im 'ard coz i smoke! ',
But wait till you choke,
It aint no joke,
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They all thought they knew you,
Through and through.
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This is all i ever wanted for you so why cant i say goodbye?
All i ever wanted for you and yet i can't let this die.
Life without you wouldnt be ghastly, just different, empty.
How have we fucked eachother up so much?
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They oxygen’s run dry,
Can’t scream, can’t shout,
Can’t breathe whispered goodbyes,
Because the oxygen’s run dry,
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There it is again, that feeling in my chest,
Its never quite the same and rarely feels good,
Sometimes it feels like an elephant is sitting on my ribs, making it hard to breathe,
Sometimes its like butterflies fluttering about, bringing with them anxiousness and nerves,
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I sleep on your side of the bed now,
Burry my head in the pillow that still holds your scent,
Soon even that will fade, leaving me with only memories.
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