Until It's Gone Poem by Vanessa Roman

What I’m feeling inside: It isn’t a lie
When you looked me in the eye and you said your goodbye
I got this pain in my chest and I felt I could die
When trying to fall asleep I do nothing but cry
I try to stay on my grind
But it’s hard when with you I could no longer ride
Outside I look fine
Inside I’m really hurt but that I always try to hide
I know it’s my fault
I made it seem like I didn’t care when I had you by my side
But I want to let you know that you’re the one that I want
The one that I care for and the one that I love
I pray to the skies up above for you to return
I’ll do whatever it takes; your love for me I’ll try to earn
I won’t ever mess it up again; my lesson I’ve learned
Now I’m sitting in my room and I realize what I had
Cause you never really know what you have until it’s gone