Unknown Pain (C) 2-12-10 Poem by Zahir Kijani

What is this
This pain
Like I’m goin insane
I try to maintain my main frame
But it’s slippin like a hydroplane
This hurt,
What is this feel
Like I can kill the real
Threat to society but its surreal
A dead space
My empty heart
Has been torn apart
At the spark of an evil start
But why
Why the lie
I try to remain inside
My sanity but again…I try
Did she think
About me
Did she see the pain
In my heart that would be my sanity
Can I stand
Stand this pain
Trying to keep sane
Though not my fault myself I blame
Is it me
My chivalrous love
The one my grandparents were speaking of
Above the peace dove I viewed her an for her I shoved
But where
Where’s the care that depleted
I took the situation and it was deleted
But I’m seated in cement, the devil came and greeted
Me with the fallen and I’m ballin’ and secreted
Venomous tears and simply because…she cheated.
To be continued…