Undoubtedly Rudolf's Evil Cousin Poem by Lyrael Myrna

So vacant, so lost
Oblivion is your friend
There are good memories
But the bad outweigh them

Please…
I think too much about that smile of yours
It rarely ever shows
But when it does...
I swear to god
It’s like Rudolf’s nose-
It glows…

When I fall asleep
I picture you
Far away from my reality
I realize my dreams will only get me so far…
Hanging on the edge of the sleigh

Please
Be in my vicinity
Come closer now…
My heart is lost in such a void
Torn between loving you
…And hating you…

You’re so obscure
So demanding
So immature
So demanding
So cruel
Too demanding…

PLEASE! ! !
Why did you go wrong?
It sickens me
I’m messed up and torn
Like twisted wires
You creep into my dreams
Every time you get the chance
Harassing my mind
Like it’s in fashion

All the reindeer will be wondering
Where you went wrong
You failed to hold on
To the simple things
When did it begin to tear you up too?