Underweight Poem by lil miss

i try to gain weight
but somehow i keep it off
things start to taste
like the things im eatin' off
i feel the texture in my mouth
but the flavours lost
it may be due to drugs so
i guess i'll pay the cost...
but i wanna make it known
that im drug free now...
except for the weed but..
that doesn't really count..
well thats what i tell myself
so i can rest my eyes
so my many personalities
don't bring on my demise
'cause if i admit to myself
that i've failed once more
then i'll have won the battle
but i'll have lost the war.