Underneath The Scream Poem by Princess Bernadette Anillo

In blossoms, I see you
In your pain, I cry
In sorrow I’ll show you…
Happiness inside

A dream I felt
When I was asleep
Your soul in depth
A nightmare goes deep

Tears within
And blue I felt
Red tears come out
And my lonely soul melts

I woke up and sigh
I saw the sun rises
My heart’s still blue
Because I remember you

Your pain I brought
Your tears I catch
I suddenly notice
Your face in dusts

Blood appears
Hearts pumped in
Sweat dropped
On the ground

Memories are forever
Eternally, mentally
Those days I shall forget
When you first know me

Why should I be rude?
Why should I be bad?
Is it because of you?
Did you make me bad?

Lot of changes
Sacrifices were made
To offer to you
My beloved mate

Communication, I want
Speak please, o dear
I’ve done a lot of things
No matter how far or near

Closed heart you have
Open mouth you want
You are always selfish
Always ignorant!

Vengeance I want!
Vengeance I need!
From all these times I suffer..
You’re only there to sleep!

What did I do to you...?
Strange and selfish mate…
You used to be my beloved
You’ve started to act strange….

I suffer
I sacrificed…
But I failed….
I want vengeance!
I want revenge!

Out of the blue…
I hear my conscience
I thought about you
Our memories forever

Underneath the screams
Behind my bad mask
Your good side floats
And apology I must…

SORRY!