Unanswered Questions Poem by sayia willows

Times like this, when my eyes drown out the light,
and when your responses become short,
I lay awake at night, thinking about us,
& why you won't let her go...

Questions running through my head, all unanswered, all not said...

Do you still think about her?

During your day, or late at night?

Does she haunt your dreams and all your memories?

Does your heart still have a piece that only beats for her?

Why is she so unforgettable?

Why has her impression left you so amazed, that you can't leave her alone?

Why do you continue to fight for her, and say you just want to be friends?

Why do you get mad if I tell you not to talk to her?

Why don't you leave her alone?

Is she better than me?

Is she a better person, kisser, lover?

Do you not you see she wants you back?

Do you Want her back?

Do You miss her presence, her kissses, her face?

Do wish I was her instead?

Do you want me to leave, to let you be free and happy with her?

Will you leave me for her someday?

I try so hard, all for love.
I've given my heart to you,
and I don't want to let you go.
Fill my body with kisses,
fill my heart with love,
not doubts in my thoughts
and lies in my heart.

Maybe I'm over-thinking, maybe I'm stupid.
But that's what I feel, so insecure and small compared to her.
Especially when you get angry at me when I tell you to let her go.
Makes me feel, you want her more than me...

I lay wide awake tonight again, with Watery eyes, and a handful of short responses, hoping you'll hear my pleading voice, to really let her go, if you truly want me....