Trust Or Betrayal Poem by prashant shaurya

Why did this happen to me
is a question i ask repeatedly
that why do i live in pieces
for the sake of searching the pieces
And why do i live in parts
present yet not in every task....


Oh! why do i look rich and royal
although its a beautiful betrayal
For my confession renders me called a liar
and makes me face some biting satire
so i need someone who could really understand
as why to my words i did not stand...

Now no joy offers me solace
when i look back to those cheerful days
then somehow i breathe in a lot of air
to rise above that painful layer..

And why didn't my girl believe
that i never intended to deceive
And i never knew would come that day
when she would suddenly say
make me yours if you love me, hey!
and i couldn't help but utter a nay...

She got a blow when i said this
for i had snatched away her heartiest wish
and i thought it was practical enough
to take a decision indeed so tough...

I wasn't ready to have a family then
for i wasn't that strong to support you jane
But what i did was something so insane
that it forced you depart back to heaven....

Now life seems ugly, dark and sad
for i have lost someone i always had
so i am coming back to u dear jane
by treading the path that leads to your lane...! ! !