Torture Poem by Keyonna Dixon

This pain I can't handle, I wish I can forget you from my mind, . I wish I can bury our memories and pray that they will be lost forever. I try to fight back my tears, trying so hard to erase you from my heart. But I can’t, I’ve grown so weak for you. I just lay here and bleed for you. As I wait for death to cover me with a blanket of darkness. Why are you in my dreams? Why can’t you just let me die without you but you would just love the fact of leaving me with loneliness. Your enervate incompetent you never fight for the things that you want or love.. Destrominate is my will and the only way I can forget about you. Bleeding is the only way I can kill my pain, walking through an endless dark path. Yearning to taste my fears and as I run through my past my soul is lost. I just open my arms and letting death take me into his arms. And leaving everything about you behind. And yet again, you are too blind to see how much I love you, care for you and longing to be with you. The signs are clear for you but don’t you see you’re lost without knowledge without light nor understanding how could you not know. Yet again you push me away from the love that’s in your heart which is indeed sinful, you’re blinded by confusion. Sometime I can’t stand see the sight of you. Life is beneath me, should I only live for you? I have two personality’s one that’s against you the other with you. At last I say life is too short to be a fool. life is the least of my problems at all times but I would love to fall and fall until each layer of me is annihilated.