Torn (10-19-09) Poem by Kim Davis

Guys come and go.
But there is one just for you.
Eventhough you may
not find him right away,
just hang in there.

I'm right now still
trying to figure out
if I did the right thing.
I love him to death.
Then i love him.

They both treat me
well, better than others.
He lives 1200 miles away.
He lives in town, and
the exact same town.

He knows everything
about me, I know
everything about him.
Went to see the 2nd
Transformers in theater together.

He comes to my house
every chance he gets.
He texts me in the
morning, after school,
and at night til I fall asleep.

Did I make the right
choice? I dont know.
Part of me says yes
you did and the other
says no you didnt.

What do I do? Wish
I knew. It hurts me
to know I think I
messed up again.
I always mess up, always.

We all mess up at some
point in our lives right?
I really love the guy
that lives 1200 miles away.
I love the one closer to me.

I dont know what to do.
What should I do? Whatever
makes me happy? Part of
me is happy, but the
rest of me aint happy.

Guys come and go. But
there is one just for you.
What should I do? Wish
I knew. It hurts me to
know that I think I messed
up again. I always mess up.