To Whom It May Concern Poem by Sara Amidon

I AM: a mistake, a loser, retarted, stupid, vunerable, weak, crazy, mental, worthless, unwanted, cast-aside, the bad seed, the problem...

I WANT: to be loved, to be wanted, to be accepted, to feel needed, to be looked up to...

I NEED: a family, a friend, eternal love, acceptance, Jesus, a place to go to feel wanted...

I FEEL: hated, ugly, fat, imperfect, confused, alone, unaware...

i guess you don't see this on the outside... i am happy, put together, self-less, smart, pretty. but behind these walls of my 'perdect' life i am trapped, trapped behind what is real and fiction. i am torn apart by reality. by all the cruel aspects of what people can do to your inner soul. i am alone in this fight for life, but ultimatly it's not up to me...