Sara Amidon

I found my niche in life
In a sport not quite like me
Because on the outside
You saw a shy, timid, tomboy
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This is a poem
about a girl; to sad to give a f***
she tries finding it,
but she's lost all of her luck...
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I'm a girl sitting in the corner, a big, dark, shaded spot
silently looking on while her friend is getting shot.

A boy watching on while his mother's getting beat
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I AM: a mistake, a loser, retarted, stupid, vunerable, weak, crazy, mental, worthless, unwanted, cast-aside, the bad seed, the problem...

I WANT: to be loved, to be wanted, to be accepted, to feel needed, to be looked up to...
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I'm LOST here,

i don't know where i am.
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I stood upon a mountain
Gazed down to look upon
The future that might lie ahead for me
The positives and the wrongs
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Life…
How wonderful it is.
Where people just don’t get you
Those Christian figures hate you…
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its an addiction...
the knife
the smooth skin
...tattered...
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The smile that fools all jeopardizing people
The lies that seep through the walls of the steeple
The pain in the eyes of all burdened young
The denial behind each and every one
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