To Who I Used To Love Poem by Witch Baby

I never told anyone
Of how i loved you
I thought that if it was out of sight
Then maybe it wasn't true

You really screwed me up
With your hurtful game
They told me time and time again
That you would never feel the same

It was the summer of '05
When i became obsessed with you
In my life it was all the same
And you were something new

We met at a late night party
Drinking up the free beer
Your laughter was infectious
It beckoned me to come near

You were the definition of beautiful
Like they always seem
Your lips, your hair, your body
Brown eyes with a mischievous gleam

I gave you poems and roses
I wanted you to be mine
I was only down for the summer
And i knew i was running out of time

Late nights in the park
You talked of forever
I had never dreamed of love like this
I hoped we would stay together

Then you disappeared
In the smoke of your cigarette
In the last moments we had
You told me to forget

You had found another sucker
That you could tear apart
Just like you did to me
When you tore out my heart

In the wasteland of downtown
You left me waiting there
In the tecno music of an underground club
You said you never cared

I fell deeper into darkness
I just didn't want to feel
Without your soft whispered words
I felt like I would never heal

But I moved on without you
You can't hurt me anymore
And I can look for someone else
That I can adore

I cleaned up and gave up on you
I'll find the someone meant for me
So to my dearest loverboy
You are just a memory