To Sizakele Ngubeni Poem by Koena Mokoena

They say action speaks louder than words. /
I tried to show you that i don't love you by hesitating, /
but it seems as if you don't realize that. /
Because the more i hesitate the more you come. /
and this is boring me to hell. /
What should i do to show you that i don't love you? /
You might think that you impress me by showing your interest, /
but truly speaking you don't really coz i don't love you. /
and i suggest you stop waisting your time next time you think of impressing
me, because i don't love you and i will never, now & forever. /
I will not apologize for saying what i feel inside, /
because it's just the way i am. /

It wasn't my intentions to say this words. /
But it seems as if i can't take it anymore. /
No matter how much effort you put to impress me. /
It will never make a difference to me. /
The reason is I'm still young & fresh, so i have big dreams to achieve
that's why i don't indulge myself in relationships. /
For your information i want to marry an honest, respectable /
virgin who is career driven like me. /
Somebody who knows what she wants in life. /
I don't care if she's rich or poor but somebody /
who doesn't even have a single kid. /
Except her qualifications, dreams /
and acceptable background for this matter. /
It's none of your business who she is. /

I wrote this poem because i saw this is going far. /
And if i don't stop it it will keep moving like a car. /
As it already did. /
So, girl stop waisting your time. /
I don't wanna use you this is from the bottom of my heart. /
Leave me alone, because if you don't i will have to face you /
and i will because I'm not afraid. /
If i were you i will save my love for somebody else /
who will care because i don't and take this as a warning. /

I don't wanna pretend anymore girl, /
I'm sick & tired of your interest in me. /
Like i said i will not apologize because /
this is coming straight from the bottom of my heart. /
So, i suggest you leave me alone & carry on with your life, /
Because you don't have a space in my life. /
And you'll never...not now, nor tomorrow but forever. /
Leave me alone because i don't care how you feeling. /
You can take it the way you want to it's up to you. /
But my advise would be to find somebody who cares. /
Because i don't.../

Author: Koena France Mokoena