To Blow It All To H*** Poem by Austin Jones

Blow it all to H***
killing everyone
with myself
my thoughts
my pain
my fears
I hate it all
to end it all would be to merciful
to blow it all to h***
not one
has ever felt
understood
the things I feel
I know they can't
make it all real
just blow it up
rock their world
in everything
I might do it soon
blow it all to h***
make them understand
my thoughts
my feelings
my pain
my fears
to understand
is asking them all too much
making them
feel a little
come out of their self- created perfect worlds
come out of their boxes
to end it all would be too merciful
to blow it all to h***