Thoughts Poem by Teanisha Love

i sit and think of how you used me and it kills me to know that the boy i truly loved treated me like a hoe. i didnt deserve that and u know it but what doesnt kill me will help me grow. i thought that you would be different but to my heart i should've listened because it never lies and it said that you would make it cry but i thought that would be perfect because then you could answer it and maybe grow to love it. i had so bad i use to long for you because deep inside i only loved you. && the love i had wasnt puppy it was fully grown and by you well known.at night from the pain you caused my soul moans. you heard my heart crying out for you and you ignored it and didnt answer. you just made it cry worst because when were 'close' it heard your hearts laughter