This Feeling. Poem by damaris de jesus

I dont know what a girl is to do.
It seems as though I am at a constant loss.
Mesmerized by everything about you...
To feel on your touch on my skin.. I'd pay any cost.
If you only knew this depth.
That I carry within me.
I try and hide when your around.
I try and try so hard not to show it.
But oh this feeling..
This feeling is so profound.
I wish you would read these words I write
For it is the only way I am able to manifest.
Words escape me when I am graced with your presence.
This deepness, baby, needs to be expressed.
You have me waiting.
Patiently waiting.
Because I yearn to see.
Why must i endure this ache in my heart when I see you with him.
This ugly, consuming feeling- jealousy.
'This can't be right'
This thought burns in the back of my mind.
But i cant help the way my heart feels.
It screams your name- and i once again become blind.