These Days Poem by Brooke Sanders

Is it really me who is crazy?
All this stuff I’m myself through.
They all say they never would have guessed.
And that this ain’t me.
I don’t even know who I am these days.
I change for people too much.
When will I ever be good enough?
Or is it too late?
It’s like my life has been shaken outta me.
I can no longer see what is best for me.
Maybe getting away is what is best.
I really have put my life to the test.
All I ever wanted was a good life.
Not battling fights every night.
Crying and feeling like I’m dying.
I wake up every morning asking myself,
What am I going to say wrong today?
Who am I going to hurt and push away today?