There. Poem by Eman Awad

If only he saw, what i see,
whenever i close my eyes.
If only he believed in me,
and believe me with no lies.
And if only he knew, he would realise..
How much i love him and care,
and only for his love i live.
He would never leave me alone there,
what is more than life to give?
He left me there alone,
just a broken heart within me.
Facing fears on my own,
crying despairdly to be free.
Days became all the same,
each carries a different pain.
Even happiness doesn't look real to me,
sorrow is forever without you, let it be.
There.. i am,
come and take me home.
There.. i do,
feel so empty and alone.
There.. i'll,
be dead so soon.
There.. where there,
is a darken moon.
The moon is to make,
all my hopeless moments to come.
Even the breath is to take,
life in me forever to be gone.
But still i dare you to love you more,
i dare you i know you since before,
before you break me and bring me there.
There is a special place,
there has no face,
its' memories can't be erased.
There is so cold,
there no words are told,
and true love is sold, and salvation leaves it's wings fold..
No where to run,
so sad is the sun,
so gald is my one.
He decieved me and never cared,
he left me with pain i never bared,
before he left he stopped and stared.
My love and my one,
just left me there...