The Pain Of It All. Poem by Nathan Charles

The pain of one life to begin another. To step out of the shadows to be burned by the sun. To walk slow and understand the meaning of things.

To slowly digest the words of another. To intake the breath of new life. For 4 months learning, waiting, wishing only to crash once again.

The pain of it all... the pain of watching one leaving the path of another to only have complications. The pain of it all to see she comes with something extra unexpected. The pain of it all to watch her change for 14 weeks. The pain of it all trying to continue, to accept the situation.

The pain of watching her lose it, the silence, nothing. The pain of knowing what was to be special is now gone and the glow is gone. Only pain of the past and all connections are severed.

The pain of knowing of filling a title to which had giving and no receiving to only make me second guess.

To come to understand the words after 4 long months... I don't need another man in my life at this time.

To understand the pain of it all..... weary the fool never sleeps.