The Pain Poem by nadia de waal

I don't need you, I don't want you near me
I can feel the pain of the cuts through my skin.

Just go away! I will cry about you every now and then
I try to stop, but I just can't
I want you to leave me.

All that words you said to me
Day after day
But now I know that your love doesn't exist
Why do I keep believing
If only I knew thaat fairytales don't come true

The darkness is coming closer everyday
Chasing me around in corners in any possible way

How can I go on
If I don't even know how to heal

What happened can't be fixed
Because I am living with the pain