The Only Pain I Can Control Poem by Darkness Falls

You are the reason I became dependant on all of these things
The weed, pills, alcohol, and cutting
You tried to control my life
You didn’t like me for who I was or what I did
You wanted me to live my life how you had it planned
How come it was so hard for you to accept me for me
Everything about me you tried to change
There was only one person who really accepted me
He knew exactly what I was going through
Why could I never make you happy
I tried everything in my power but it didn’t seem to work
And in the end everything I did was because you caused me so much pain
In the end it was the only pain I could control

~*Tosha*~