The One I Cry For Poem by Crimson Haze

I love you,
As a sister.

I need you in my life.
You know everything about me.

I would do most anything for you.
I do what I can to protect you..

you try to be tough but I know you need to cry,
I'm the one you come to.

But now you tell me you are going to take your life...
I can't protect you from yourself,
as much as I might try,
and now you push me away..
Even if you don't mean to that is what it seems.

Every night I go to bed dreaming of how I will find out.
I dream of finding you,
Dead.

I love you you know I do,
but you are killing me..
These dreams.
they are ripping me apart...

I find myself crying in my sleep..
I have not done that in years..
I have had dreams of my loved one dying,
and yet you are the one I cry for..