The Lover Sentiment  Poem by Maria Sudibyo

I don't care if tears will ruin my make up
I don't care if thousands people are staring
Don't ask me to be brave
I will not be fooled

It is frightening
Thinking that I might lose you
And not even saying goodbye
It is choking my breath
If I won't see or feel you anymore
And I'm the one who should hold it all

So smile and fight
And I'll beat my heart for you
Loud and right
It carries the hope to you

Because I want to believe in you
When anyone has stopped to trust
Because I need you to stay alive
So I can continue my life

It is not fair because I'm too much care
You should suffer a little to cover loneliness hours
Don't ask me to go
I will not be tricked

The choice has flown long time ago
To deny my own desire 
And run away from this kind of affection 
It had died many ways before
The reason to leave you behind 
And not come back

So hug and tight
Don't easily giving me up 
Day and night
I'll be waiting to wake you up

The world always searches what's the meaning
But please remember that you have me
The destiny likes to play with the feeling
But not everything is joke and lie

Some love are true
Some dream are real
Some hero are born 
Some miracle happen

And it is not burden to do for your love
It is freedom that gives a happiness

So keep and bright
Don't afraid it'll make me fall
Dark and light
We will conquer and own it all