The Last Chapter Poem by Sham AlSaadi

I took off my bracelet
I took off my necklace too
I took off my earrings
I took it off all
Said I should write it down
On my purple notebook
While I'm in my room
Sitting alone
I looked around me
Feelings started to come
I felt everything
How I miss him and should move on
I cleared my head
Listened to my inner guitar
while holding the real one
Playing ding dong ding dong
Your words have echoed my mind
Your touch is what I'm losing now
Your eyes have turned around
Your you is no longer found
I searched and tried
To find what's the missing line
And the hidden things
That you always hide
But no use
I didn't find a thing
Cause you covered yourself
Very well
I asked and asked
You kept on refusing to tell
Till I was out of letters to spell
Till I felt your heart break
Till I thought it's time to knell
After I went into a shell
Trying to get a little away
From all those messy things

Then I started to write
About you and us
I've done this
A lot of times
You just fit in my poems
Like a perfect rhyme
I've written about everything
And specially your gorgeous smile
And how we met
Back when we were so young
Our little stories
Every wrong and right
It began to get dark
I stayed up late that night
Just to write
About you and us

There are so many words in my mind
And my pen in my hand
So I wrote and wrote and wrote
Everything down
And there came the last chapter
Which this poem is about

The last day we met
The final words you said
The last goodbye
The last time I cried
The anger, the sadness
The feelings inside
I'm just writing and writing and writing
Everything down

It was 29th of March
7 weeks from the fourth time
I remember 7 is a number you love
Now I may know why

You yelled ' there's no more us
No now or ever
But don't think I don't
Cause I'll love you forever
I just can't handle another breakup
It's what's tearing me apart '
And you didn't hear my voice
Cause I was crying
And inside
I was falling apart
I was shocked

I'm now to you
What I was always afraid of
' just like the others '
And you're now
What I never thought of
One of the players
The first girl you played with
Was your lover
Who you've almost lived together
I hope you're happy with that
I hope you one day realize
Making a girl cry
Is a childlike style
And that's the most sad part
The boy you turned to now
Selfish and mean
Silly, not sweet
All you care is getting a lot f girls
Just to go and break them in less than a weak

I think this is enough
The rest stays in my heart
So I can save some
From you to cry or smile on

This is the last chapter of these lines
Those are the last words I'll write

This love is no longer will ever be A.S