The First Poem That Heartbreak Reaches. Poem by jessica nash

Dear boy, You broke me in two
I was nothing but a girl before I met you
I knew nothing of heartbreak and what it ment to really cry
I was a dreamer whos dreams came true, underneath that starry sky
I tried hard to stay strong and not let your smile knock me down
but I finally grew up, and saw that in time it comes around
It was a fairy tale that the gods, finally let me see
I never felt so alive and happy, how did you do that to me?
I gave everything I had and all the heart that I could
I didnt mean to be cold, I just didnt no if I should.
New to the game, I was scared to just let go.
To tell you my secrets, my thoughts, I didnt no you wanted to know.
I fell deeper and deeper into what I call a trance
It was falling out from under me, but I held on with every chance

And then one day, your smile seemed no longer true
Your hands did not hold mine and your eyes were not as blue
It hurt as bad as a knife and as long as I know
How can you let something so great? Suddenly lose its glow
I cried beneath my skin and I screamed in my head, I kept a cool exterier, what should I have said?
Im sorry I didnt tell you that iv never been so hurt before
But I trusted, I loved and I cared for you so much, I just wanted you more.
Little did I know, that you were already too far gone, I cant stand to see your name, and its time to move on.

I cried so many tears and I wished you bad everyday, .
If you knew the way I felt, Would you have hurt me the same way?
So many questions that I learned too quick, so many feelings that I wish I never knew, but Im learning everyday and I can thank that to you.
Never have I felt such anger, Never have I felt such hurt, I dont deserve this playful leading on, you are nothing more than dirt.

Iv learned it well and Iv learned it hard, that what I was missing was someone like you
Now that my hearts broken, I hope someone breaks yours too.