The End Poem by james d nall,jr

I wandered through this life aimlessly
Doing whatever I wanted, shamelessly
Never considering what it could be
Or caring what others felt about me

I drowned my depression in drugs and drink
Not giving a damn what others might think
I hurt so many for so little reasons
Some thought my attitude changed with seasons

Now, I reflect on my somewhat vicious past
Can't understand how my life could've last
All this time with a heart filled with hate
Or is it my true Fate?