The Cry Of My Heart Poem by shay allen

There is a great deal of depression
that has overtaken my soul.
It floods deep within into
every inch that makes me whole

I wonder and worry of thoughts
thoughout the day
What is to come, to my dismay
As a flood of tears pour out
Of me in all my expression,
More and more comes, more andd more depression.

I assure myself everything
is okay. But who am I fooling
Then I burst into a spirit of rage.
I have question and there are no answers

But i'm afraid and much
too weak. when i try to explain
I hear I'm hearing wrong
and need to be meak
But this is how I feel
there'e no wrong or meek

But this is how I feel. there's no wrong or right
But as I battle with myself I always loss the fight
Because no one belives me.

I feel intimilated sometimes by others
But as I said 'This is how I feel'
The pain in me is very real

i lose control, my thought go wild
and here I am only a child

If you knew what I thought
If you knew what I fought
I held my thoughts held captice

Oh, God assure me
things normal and you'll
help me think positive
I'm hurting I need you
One day I will always make you
SMILE! ! ! ! !