Thats All Its About Poem by Samarah Essler

I don't want this to happen again,
I truely don't,
this isn't pretend,
I'm scared to the bone,
just leave me alone,
I have alot on my mind,
I wish I could put it all behide,
and all of this I could just rewind,
I got alot to think about,
I got alot to sort out,
I'm trying to figure out which way to turn,
I'm scared,
but everything I do I always learn,
I'm really worried,
I don't want to be hurried,
I know this is isn't right,
I got to much on my plate,
what am I going to do? ,
this isn't going to help me through,
it's going to make things harder,
I'm not going to be able to go farther,
I'm just going to have to figure it out,
thats all I have to do,
thats all its about.

Feb 4/ 2008