Tell Me Poem by Valerie Varkevisser

In the beginning I dreamt of you,
Thought of you, of us together,
A relationship with you,
Oh, how my insides used to tingle!
How my imagination would soar really high,
Holding hands, hugging each other,
Lips locked in a passionate, never ending kiss,
My dreams of you showed bliss,
These dreams turned reality when you decided you wanted me,
For awhile we were happy,
Love was really radiating between us,
But then, you started drawing away,
A question to you,
Only evoked anger and silent treatment for days,
I sometimes wonder,
Weren't you the same person I used to share my dreams with?
Or even plan my future with?
The love burns me up,
It suffocates my very breath,
Leaving me gasping for air,
Out of ignorance and curiosity,
I asked you,
You seem to easily forget about me,
Tell me,
If I am no more needed,
If I am no more important,
All so I can finally let go,
Maybe you're not mine,
Maybe you were never mine,
Should I say goodbye?
Would it be better if I release you?
Or you release me?
But first tell me,
Is our love gone?
Erased for all eternity?
Or was there simply no love?
I wanna know,
Tell me