Sweet Pain And Foul Curses Poem by Srishti chaplot

Sweet was the pain that I felt in love....
Sweet was the pain that I felt while falling down...
Sweet was the pain of loneliness....
What seemed foul was the torture and abuse....
What seemed foul was the curses people threw on me...
Sweet is the pain but foul seems the slander...
Sweet was the near death experience in pain...
But foul seemed the people who always used me...

I am now sick of all the sweet pain and foul slander...
I want no pain and no abusive people..
I wish to live a life free and happy....
Where I will do what i want....
And not do what I am controlled to do....
I don't wish to be a robot or a machine....
I want to be a human with nice friends....
I want an identity and respect in this world....
I want someone to understand me deeply.....