Super Charged Poem by Atef Ayadi

use all your senses

-may be this is the first time i guide you through it-

now cross hell.

walk with your skin
your ear,
your bed feelings,
your greatest joyful moment of your past life.

try to see, everything around.
hear everything around,
feel the sinful creature around you weeping without tears.


now, i want you to remember god
the term,
the word, or
the idea.

try to argue
talk with what is left from your tongue.
say something as if your mouth is still there.

try to be polite like always-i mean shy or less in control-
or say anything you want,
after all
you are in hell,
with hell boys,
and hell girls
speaking hell words.

try to be persuasive to god
-he has more power to shut you up, he has zillions of reasons to do so-

just be in control at least of your
structured believes
and thoughts -if you do not have, which is not true.-

try to see yourself as god and make your case.


now,
i am super charged
for the same reasons.

i played god,
eileen was crossing hell,

i ignored her for whatever reasons.


do i have a slim chance to be forgiven
for being super charged?