Suicide Poem by alesha Mills

I'm sorry it had to be this way,
But this is what I have to say.

Don't think this is about you,
'Cause I know you love me and I love you too.

I realize I wasn't that stronge,
When I couldn't sing a happy song.

I hope my life has taught you well,
Because of how mine was such hell.

You may think i'm a coward,
So you need to keep living forward.

This was hard for me to do,
And it must be hard for you.

Remember the memories we had,
And try not to be mad..

If you ever feel like you can't make it though,
Remember the good times ahead of you.

You may miss the part of me that would always laugh,
But remember my other half.

Remember me as having a happy heart,
And try to forget the sappy part.

My time is up now,
And I hope you forgive me somehow.

I've wept all my tears away,
And I have nothing left to say.