Suicide 2 Poem by Akeem Mair

Satan got me feelin suicidal
he don't want me to breathe,
find the nearest sea
Jumped the bridge set myself free,
There ain't no coming back
that'll be end of me
It's funny cause my enemies
They the ones that's still breathin
And I'm the one that's gotta
lose my life over their teasin?
It's not like they going to change
their evil minds about me
So if I'm gonna end my life
you better find a way to drown me
cause I'm not going down easily
You can forget it
I rather to choose to live
cause Heaven is the only place I'm headed
And If I jump to my pity party
I know the Lord won't be happy
It's like Judas with the silver pieces
What a bad ending
You never will have my soul
Go ahead and Judge me
I don't care what people say
get the world not to love me
Even if I have to be the only one
among my friends thats willing to like me
Turn them all against me make the all
wanna fight me
still I will prevail over evil, if I choose to live
To the Father, Jesus cried for me
If my life was to end by suicide
Then why did Jesus died for me?