Suicide Poem by Jessi none

Now you didn't just take your life that night
You took mine leaving me to sit alone in fright
Wondering how this happened
Asking myself would you ever come back
Why had you gone missing
After you left me in the kitchen
After that big fight
Ya it all ended that night
Snuck into the closet and got that gun without any thought
Trying to cure the pain
I tried to tell you to stop
But you called hell your home
Saying you were on your own
Forced to death by your own pain
Leaving me saying 'nothing I can do now that you left me here'
'Just wishing I could see clear with out this tear'

Now ten years back
Everything still seemed black
Had a family of your own
Alcoholic husband
Hit you leaving you with some bruises
People ask you why and you just make up excuses
Crying out for help but no one can hear
Other than your husband as he chugs another beer
Don't know how you ended up like this
Till you think back to the night
Your lover shot himself in the head
Leaving himself for dead
Makes you miss him even more
Crying just once more
Leaving you saying 'nothing I can do now that you left me here'
'Just wishing I could see clear with out this tear'

Can't go on with life it just no fun
Ganna put good use to that gun
This has gone on too long
And life’s is just all gone
Driving into the night
Like he did, knowing he would finally be alright
Hoping to see him at the gate
After you meet your fate
Your feeling better knowing your ganna see him soon
You shot yourself in the head
And died in a pool of blood with a smile on your face
Leaving the cops an easy case
Your file reads suicide
But I'm the one who died
Leaving me saying 'nothing I can do now that you left me here'
'Just wishing I could see clear with out this tear'

J.D.C.