Suicide 1 Poem by Sesamarna Syfyre

Sitting here at my desk
Not knowing what to do
Wishing I could erase away
My life

I owe you for opening my eyes
To the world, but not the pain
You made me think twice
About life itself

Lost and confused I wonder
Looking for some way to end it
See a cliff and take the fall
Of death

Plung into darkness of eternal
Come out the other side no different
Who had the will to safe me
No one was there

Continue to wander, lost, without will
Eternity seems forever to me, held back
Cannot die for the will of someone else
Who I don't know

The word 'suicide' rings in my ear
As I approach the cliff again
I pray that it might end this time
For good...